page of my life

what if I can stop the world for a moment?
what if I can make you love me again?
what if I told you"I need you now" will you come back for me?
what if I had the chance to change , shall I??
what if I was afraid would you stand by me?
what if I asked you for a chance what would be your reply?

why were you in a hurry and went away so fast?
why did we reach the deadend like that?
why didn't you break all the barriers between us?
why did you let me keep you away from me?
why didn't you understand my fear?
why didn't you understand that I just needed more time?
why didn't I fight for my love and for you??

I realized that the problem was in me not you
I realized that I lost you and I was late
I realized that I had the chance to do something but I didn't
I realized that I always keep myself in and never let someone in
I realized that I kept you away because I thought falling in love is a weakness!
I realized that if I'm not gonna change i would never be with you again!
I realized that I was blind and I couldn't see
I realized that I could share you my feelings instead of hurting you

Now I know it was my fault!
Now I know how much I hurt you!
Now I know how did you feel!
Now I know how stupid I'm to let you go that way!